seronothing

 
cannot sleep i
may just witness
world falling apart;
who knew, and 
who will understand?

with what remains,
to build a nest
to let chicks
test their wings far, fly away
from this attempt at life

no one to scorn
and no one to mourn
when you've betrayed
your own senses and
left them senseless

lying awake at night
piano crying each note
achingly imprinted on soul
i lost it, lost it all
lost all sense of control

have you no shame
to regard me as your own
a flower from a basket
of deplorables, how well
put. down.